Friday, June 29, 2007
10:37 PM
What is happening to me?
I’m not the bubbly and ‘strong’ jophia which people knew in regent..
I’ve became vulnerable..
I’m like emo once a week..
And also more prone to breakdowns..
Mostly, I’m the one who will protect and take care of people around me..
But now..
I hate being emo around friends..
I don’t really wanna show my vulnerability to others..
But I really cannot control myself..
It maybe horizon’s performing class made mi tired out and caused my vulnerability..
Or maybe the stress that i'm facing?
I don’t like what i am now..
In regent, even thou I need to cry out,
I’m always able to hide myself..
What I am feeling now is worst than chong wei’s thingy
Argh…
I want back my old me..
The girl who is strong emotionally..
Never shows out her sadness to let friends around her to worry about her..
Btw,
Really wanna thanx Bryant..
I really need that today..
Feeling better..
U actually remembered stuff that I said..
-huggz-
juzjophia
