What is happening to me? I’m not the bubbly and ‘strong’ jophia which people knew in regent.. I’ve became vulnerable.. I’m like emo once a week.. And also more prone to breakdowns.. Mostly, I’m the one who will protect and take care of people around me.. But now.. I hate being emo around friends.. I don’t really wanna show my vulnerability to others.. But I really cannot control myself.. It maybe horizon’s performing class made mi tired out and caused my vulnerability.. Or maybe the stress that i'm facing? I don’t like what i am now.. In regent, even thou I need to cry out, I’m always able to hide myself.. What I am feeling now is worst than chong wei’s thingy Argh… I want back my old me.. The girl who is strong emotionally.. Never shows out her sadness to let friends around her to worry about her.. Btw, Really wanna thanx Bryant.. I really need that today.. Feeling better.. U actually remembered stuff that I said.. -huggz-
juzjophia
9:53 AM
红绸舞n千手观音performance.. i forgot to bring my dance shoe!! lucky keira have extra.. haha.. soooo lucky.. -huggz-
during rehearsal.. i was like soo blur.. keep dance wrongly n face so blur.. dunno what is wrong with me.. i also forgot to draw my eyebrow n eyeliner for my lower eyes.. but.. it does not reli make a differences.. lucky no one discovered that..
but overall.. e performance is still ok~ at least i did not make any mistake.. =)
六时吉祥 mi and my 时
观音with六时 mi and 老婆
mi and qi
mi and kenneth will miss you so.. -huggz-
juzjophia
9:50 AM
haha.. i juz found out mi big bag looks like a suspicious article in a mrt.. LOL
juzjophia
she's the one 那是种神秘直觉 she's the one 她是我的等待 那一天擦肩而过 当眼神交会再也舍不得离开 she's the one 有一种触电感觉 she's the one 她就是今生的爱 感情线两手相连 连成一线幸福的笑脸
oh,我在心里放著烟火 不必再唱寂寞的歌 she's the one 我终于找到了 有真爱属于我就是她
she's the one 那是种神秘直觉 she's the one 她是我的等待 那一天擦肩而过 当眼神交会再也舍不得离开 she's the one 有一种触电感觉 she's the one 她就是今生的爱 感情线两手相连 连成一线 i know she's the one
love this song.. sang by tension.. finally found it=)
juzjophia
Sunday, June 24, 2007
8:29 PM
manage to take the emo side of me.. [this phrase sound wierd] haha..
juzjophia
8:18 PM
full dress rehearsal for 红绸舞.. we went in a bigger studio.. the floor is dusty.. but a great place to dance.. however, during rehearsal.. after we gals gathered in e middle n spread out.. leaving me practically flat on the floor.. haha.. i slipped and fell.. i just quickly crawled up on con't the dance.. soooo... pai seh..
juzjophia
Saturday, June 23, 2007
12:56 PM
hmm.. went to get koon hua's birthday present.. met frank at orchard.. haha.. e shirt i gave him look nice on him=) should i say i have good taste? muahaha..
we walked to wisma then far east.. finally decide on one brown shirt.. talked alot on e way 2 bugis to meet jin long.. den blah blah blah... settled at TCC.. this is what i drank..
lol..
worrying bout the emo chinese dance.. i cannot express the sadness.. i will laugh out loud.. haiz haiz.. 算了 like said.. 今朝不知明朝事,今朝有酒今朝醉。。 船到轿头自然直=)
juzjophia
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
10:01 PM
a great dance movie 2 share.. only manage to get it's final dance.. if anyone saw this show's vcd or dvd, tell mi k?
juzjophia
9:40 PM
i was just lazying around e whole day.. cannot sms.. cos my message counter is going to explode.. haiz.. i need to get out of the house.. having a terrible headache.. craving to watch 200 pound beauty again.. keep facing the laptop, playing lame games.. *laugh out loud*
we finally, mi, laine n qi manage to go dance club.. i just then found out, if i continue to dance, i will only able to tone up, but not decrease mi weight.. because muscles are heavier than fats.. haha.. 自欺欺人.. heheh.. wonder why guys so 在意horz? LOL.. =)
juzjophia
Monday, June 18, 2007
10:45 PM
whoo hoo.. finally get to touch on out sept concert=) haha.. ours is sense of smell.. we keep sniffin all the way till my nose feel wierd.. we r dancin contemp dance.. not reli lyk it.. prefer chinese dance?? haha.. the dance is very slow n e music.. erm.. can say it is bit weird.. but fun.. haha.. music were easy 2 catch.. hmmm.. jia you ba=)
juzjophia